Wednesday, December 16, 2009

Heartbroken

I went for my midwife appointment this morning and the baby's heart is no longer beating. Everything looked great 6 days ago at our ultrasound. I'm so glad we got to see him and find out we were having a little boy. It's hard to say goodbye and I'm sure it will take a long time to heal emotionally, but I know he's in heaven already. It all seems so surreal right now though. I keep thinking I'll wake up from this crazy pregnancy dream and everything will be normal. I've decided to be induced tomorrow mid morning. Please pray for us: for a good night's sleep, calm nerves, a quick and complete delivery, time to grieve, and a speedy physical recovery.

9 comments:

The Mancuso Family said...

Sending prayers and love your way. Please let me know if there is anything that I can do.

A.A.H. said...

Oh my gosh Katy, I am so sorry for your loss. I can't even begin to imagine the sadness you are feeling. I am praying for you guys. Please let me know if there is anything we can do for you.

Corinne Doughan said...

Know that my heart breaks with you and your family. I'm praying that God grants you a peace that passes all understanding. PLEASE let me know if there is anything we can do for you ... I REALLY mean that ... you have my number!

Mrs.Oz said...

OH, Dear sweet Katy, I am so very sorry. May God be the God of peace and comfort so much to you guys right now! Rick and I and the family will pray for you guys this week. I'm glad you shared so we can.

Tricia said...

Praying for you and your family. I am so sorry for your loss.

Reed Family said...

I am sad to hear about the baby. Our family will pray for you.

Cherish said...

I'm so sorry. (big hugs)

Kristen Borland said...

i am so, so sorry. i'm praying for you.

Andrea said...

Praying for you Katy!

 
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